Archive for January 21st, 2012
Change is a comin’
I can feel a change on the horizon. Something has to give and I hope it’s not my knees. This fat kid is at my fattest again and I’m looking at reaching an all new high on the scale, low in my life. With winter here in Alberta, and living away from home (We are trying to sell our house so we staged it and moved out) I can feel a depression descending upon me which is making it even harder to pull myself out of this hole I seem to have fallen in to.
I am lacking as a mum, a partner & a friend. I am slacking on my responsibilities, duties and even the things I take joy in. I don’t want to live this way anymore, I just have to figure out where to go from here…
And so I will take a baby step and promise to blog about it at the very least, I will report the good, the bad and the ugly. That’s about all I have in me right now, but at least it’s something.
The Good – I found a great article that made me feel better about being a mum which I encourage all parents to read: Don’t Carpe Diem
The Bad: I let my 10 month old eat a cookie her brother gave her because I was too lazy to get up and take it away from her.
The Ugly: I ate hotdogs fried in bacon fat for lunch.
Oh the shame.
And that’s it from this fat kid…