Archive for October, 2011
Going to try something new
Crap – I’m the fat kid who cried Diet again.
I am a slave to the scale, you all know this and I’m going to try to break the habit by NOT weighing in until Christmas morning…It’s going to be the hardest thing I’ve ever done mentally. I am not good at staying off the scale, in fact some mornings I’ve been known to step on it 2 or 3 times between when I first wake up to pee and when I actually face my day (sometimes a 2 hour window…you never know, I might drop more weight while lying in bed…right?). That means that for the next 54 days I am absolutely NOT going to step on the scale, and to make matters even harder I’m not even removing my scale from the bathroom…but I will do it, I have to, because too much of my success seems to ride on that daily number and that needs to change. I want to feel better, sleep better, have my clothes fit better, have more confidence…those are the true measures of success.
I will do it!! I can succeed!
Anyway, tomorrow is a new day.
♥ the fat kid.